A sliver of vision. His sight. Almost regained. Carl blinked several times before forcing his eyes to remain open. He was restrained. Arms, legs, chest, hands, feet, all tied to the chair he was in. As Carl wormed against the thick gauge rope it burned him with it’s thready coiled snake bite. The sun shimmer off the silver pistol.
I was standing just outside the dirt circle, gun holstered, with a gas canister in hand. I peered into its rusted red metal before staring radial at Carl. He was where he felt most comfortable… the center of the circle… the center of attention. However, for once, I was the only one paying him any.
“I don’t want to do this Carl,” I said, “why couldn’t you leave well enough alone. I was happy, she is happy and you could’ve moved on! But no. You had to fucking chase me down,” I flicked my wrist towards him, “God I had it so good here too! I own 10,000 acres! The heifer have just started showing for god sake!”
I screamed in frustration, not at Carl but because of him, he who ruined the comfort of my life. The silence of my isolation. The melodrama of county affairs. The ease of my peace. The stillness of my home.
“Is there some way I could let you go and you stop chasing me? Anything? Some guarantee? Your word? Just work with me Carl.”
“I will keeping looking for you, Chez, no matter where you go.”
“God dammit Carl! Learn to help yourself! All you had to do was say ‘yes’ then we go back to what we were doing. You break your promise to leave me alone and keep up the chase and I keep running. But at least you’d get to fucking live.”
“You asked if I was going to kill you and said that I had my chance. Well I didn’t take it… but here’s yours… are you going to fucking kill me? My money says you won’t.”
“God fucking Dammit!” Every syllable I screamed echo of the hills and back. They sent the crows a flyin’ and moved the wind. He was always smarter with his money then I was.
The chair fell over. The gas can rolled off to the side as a stream of blood ran from Carl’s broken nose. Each drop, through hydrophobicity, sat above the loose mineral complete top soil. Particles began to swirl around the outside of the small red orbs when Carl spoke again.
“FUCK! ALWAYS THE FUCKING FACE!” He was squirming in the chair against the pain of a shattered nasal passage. I walked towards him, head tilted low so the rim of my hat eclipsed the sun. I grabbed the gas can and headed towards the house.
“Not man enough to do it yourself huh? Gonna just let me lay here and starve?”
I pulled a knife from my pocket, back still towards him, and dangled it from my fingertips with my arm at full extension. He saw it. He knew. I stopped.
“I’m not letting you live because I can’t kill you,” I still faced away, “I have a debt to repay.”
I walked away and kept walking… like one of the those cowboys in those old west movies. The heroes who walks into the sunset with woman in arm, villain in jail and pride in smile. I, of course, had the woman in hiding, shame in my frown and, well, am I the hero? Maybe my day will come, maybe my sun just hasn’t set yet, still pretty early anyhow, only like 2 pm.
I dropped the knife about a quarter mile from the dirt circle. It had a glazed redwood handle sandwiched around the carbon fiber blade. The flick of the wrist and Dracula was ready to drink some blood. It wasn’t my knife, wasn’t Carl’s either, it was a relic of a different story. A knife of a different suit.
I uncapped the canister and headed home.